THE
PATH OF ALLISA ROSYAMIRA CHOOSE
Life is
not easy when we growth year by years. My life was so hard when I have to
choose by myself and I do not want to hurt anybody because of my decision that I
made. And sometimes I make a stupid wishes that I want stop to grow I want to
be a kid that can play around, not getting more stress thinking of studies, what
will you be, what work are you on to, how much do you want to save money for a years,
and what you going to do with all your money, need to savings for studies, need
to do calculation and so on all these things can make an irritating things to
me. I just want to sit back and relax doing all these things make me happy in
my 18th life. Well that’s not going to happen and I had to decide it
just to make my life in happy others ways. And there is two path that I have to
choose is after SPM. After I got back
from PLKN, my life is change, my family start talking about my future studies,
and my studies scholarship, my result, and how much on my studies fee. It’s all
my life that I need to think by myself. Sometimes after thinking about look on
my grades in my SPM’s result I think I do not want to study anymore, I just
want to get a job to support my family. I nearly want to tell my mother that I do
not want to study and to find a job but it stuck to my mouth, I can’t make it
and I don’t want to hurt my mom’s. Because
she promise by herself that she want her children’s to go future studies at
least a degree in any course. So I had made my very strong decision and go to
studies, and here I am I got to college and at least I go to study. About my
course , I do not know if I can take this course but because generally people
will see that course was very hard, they said like they don’t believe me that I
was taking this course like “ are you sure to take this because this too hard for you”. And
I was like what going happen to my life, people surrounded me and give a
negative support and I become more distress. I wish they should support me not
being in negative ways. And I just keep my journey, and I hope with my courage
and support from my families and the main important is to pray to Allah to give
me a patience in any how to go this path. If I dont go to college I dont know where I am right now , maybe i dont know my friends and my lecturer and its good to be here. THE END
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